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| You know, for once, I want to be strong.
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| Well, I've been checking my xanga somewhat weekly this summer, and I feel like it's pretty much at a deadlock. There hasn't been much action around, usually just to see if there are any good quotes or cute little avatars to check in on. Oh, those adorable little avatars with their little quotes or pretty little pictures in them. Haha, gets me everytime. :)
ANYWAYYY, I'll be starting up a new xanga, complete with a new screen name (perhaps) later (meaning whenever I feel like it). And for a summer update:
Math Analysis (Wang): It was a pretty fun experience overall, but it was really irritating me at some times. I hate getting the tests back, and seeing all the little errors I make that made my grade go down to a B, yea I know I probably have no reason for complaining, but still, it dampens my dignity every time, bit by bit. According to me, '1 + (-2)=1' '2x2=5' and the stupidest of all '(1-sin^2x)=coc^2x' Aiiyaaa. Hahaha. But I feel like that I should really stop slacking off and get my ass back up to shape, both literally and figuratively, haha. I just feel like I wasted the first two years of high school with such a laid-back attitude that it has affected my grades and my self-esteem quite a bit. I know that I don't seem to worry about grades often, but I really am getting tired of always getting so close and missing that A. I've managed to scrape by some classes, but I haven't felt that security of a solid A in awhile. And so this year, I really hope to just put aside distractions for awhile, especially this stupid Internet and computer that distracts me so much, and really focus on academics, FBLA, and violin for this year.
Speaking about FBLA and violin, I'm finally making progress. Haha. I'm working with Jimmy on this project and his boss knows this guy named Raushan, who apparently customizes and screenprints his art on to different shoes. He's trying to come up with different apparel designs and according to Jimmy's boss, has also agreed to work with us. So what I'm thinking is (I'm brainstorming as I type) that Jimmy says that he's thinking about opening his own shop around here, so we'll help him locate a decent area for his store, help get him set up, advertise, and maybe start up a website for him. Even though the freaking 30-page report is due in February, I know that I can't procrastinate and that I need to take action fast. So hopefully he'll have his store bought and set up by mid-/late-October so that we can get all the work and results in by January, and have a solid month to work on the report. If anyone wants to join FBLA and help, you're welcome to join.  I really appreciate it though. As for violin, I feel extremely guilty. I told my teacher that I'd practice more this summer, but I have actually practiced less. My excuse was studying for Math Analysis before, but I know that I have no excuse now except for being full with lassitude all the time. Ughhh, I really need a good slap to the face to get me focused. ): But aside from anything else, I have some events to look forward to. So hopefully that'll cheer me up.
Well, until I create a new xanga for the school year, good byeeeeeeeeeeee~! It's been a good 5 years. 
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| OH mannnnn....my Xanga's like dead. seriouslyy. how sad.
LOL!
Welll...nothing much happened so yeah.
I got no summer because of Math Anal and Elite. 
And things aren't getting any better at home.
I need to get outta this place for a bit.
-sigh-
ANYWAYYY,
last day of School was pretty cool.
Just hung out with the Crew and chatted.
Spending 'free time' in the summa with Crystal & Co. or just hangin out if I have time.
Man, August gotta come soon, I can't take more of this. 
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| Yes, it's midnight right now, and it's the last week of school again.
This weekend has been the most hectic yet the most fun I've had all year.
BOC Banquet was somewhat blehh after dinner, but I had fun at the end.
FBLA Banquet dragged out a bitttttt too long. Just a tad. -coughs- But, the memories, after party, and the people made up for it. And all in all, I'm proud to be part of such a great club. 
English project. I still feel somewhat guilty for not doing too much except for some of the behind-the-scenes work, and leaving early for orchestra, but hopefully everything turned out okay...
Crystal's Graduation Dinner wasss...interesting. It's funny. Crystal's little group of friends reminds me of my group of friends. Well, mainly the crew I guess. Hopefully, we can get along like that in the future. Hahaha. All of them are helping Candace write her paper right now. But at least they're having fun.
I think that the reason why people think I'm so quiet and lame sometimes is because I just like to take in things as it comes. I like to see people smile, be happy, and have a good time even if it's not me.
I enjoy trying to make people smile even though I look stupid.
I just want to see people happy for once. I know that we can't always stay happy, but if we just take one second of our miserable lives to just take a deep breath and smile, then it makes that day all the better.And I know it's cheesy, but it's what I love seeing. So smile. 
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